Ideas for Future Blogs

So, I was terribly upset last time I blogged, however, the boy and I have worked out and agreed that we both know what we want and that is practically the opposite thing. We also agreed that we both would like to someday (definitely not the near future) move from Lake Tahoe. As much as Curtis trying convincing me how lucky we are to live in Tahoe, and that some people would die to live here, it didn't really move me. I've lived in Tahoe for practically a year and yes, it is beautiful, but it's just not the place for me right now. Maybe someday I'll come back. When I can afford a house by the lake and a boat or snow mobile, you know? So, for now we are looking into places we can both be happy with.

As for now! I am currently working on two other blog ideas. They are simple ideas, but really complex to set up so far. One is a collaboration with a friend on some story we are creating. I'm not exactly sure how that will work out. We both have different writing styles and I'm probably a little more advanced than her. No offense, though. It's suppose to be a modern fantasy, sort of. About two different worlds and four people very much the same. Doppelgangers, if that means anything to anyone.

The second one will be my own story that I've been tossing around in my head. It's inspired by a friend and his Faith. It should be interesting, to say the least. I just need mother to show me how to manage more than one blog. Ha, ha. I'm still working out ways to make it work, but, the main idea....
An average nice guy gets recruited to go on a mission for some 'mystery boss' aka God. This boy/guy/man is then tested through his Faith/Hope while trying to complete the mission. But halfway through he starts to rethink what the mission even is and doubt lurks around the corner.

So, I should have a lot of on my plate.
I'm also going to start doing some kind of youtube with a friend I made in Australia. I'm not really sure how to explain it. It's suppose to be something along the lines of us all having our own category and exploring it? I'm not really sure. She's going to come up with more information on it really soon. I chose pop culture because it's practically the only thing I'm smart about! Oh, diss on myself. Well, this just means I'll have more of an excuse to follow up on celebrity gossip and movies and music! Teh win!

Either way.
Hopefully these will somehow rake in some cash for my pocket! I'm sick of not being able to shop! Sadness.

Anyways! Leave me some back on the story ideas or something! I love to hear some ideas and what not.

Alexis

Utterly Miserable

I just want to live somewhere warm almost all year round. I've been looking for places where it snows at least in a 50 mile+ area, but it isn't good enough. Australia seems like a dream, from what I've been finding out. It's like Canada and has free health care. They get paid A LOT more out there than us, and it's warm. Plus, it does snow in some parts.

Curtis wont move somewhere only to have drive more than hour to snowboard. I understand it's the only real sport he loves, the only time he feels really happy, you know? But I'm so miserable here. I can't stand the cold. It hurts. I was discussing the situation with someone who didn't really know us both. I needed someone to listen, not someone to tell me to leave Curtis. I love Curtis.

I was telling him what you told me about living in Australia, you know, semi-serious but really just to say it and see what he thought. And he practically told me that I didn't care about him because I was taking him away from the only thing he truly loves by taking him more than hour away from snow. And when I tried to explain that I was really unhappy in winter weather he said, "So, you want to move somewhere always warm and make me miserable."

.____. I just don't see how this will work out. I don't want to break up with him but I'm so miserable in snow. I like to look at it, that's it.

Yeah, I told him everything you told me! Even that he could still work somewhere he knows really well. But he just... I don't know. He got really upset with me and so, I jokingly said, "Well, darn! Guess we should go our separate ways then!" And he yelled at me and asked why would I even say that. I told him I didn't mean, that I loved him, but I WON'T live my whole life somewhere it snows. He said he knew that. And I said, I refuse to even spend the majority of my life in snow.

And he told me that he wasn't willing to live to anywhere where it takes an hour or more to get to a resort. And I said, well, an hour isn't so bad for something you love. And then he told me that I haven't even tried anything to like the winter and I explained I hated the cold and there was nothing that would I enjoy, much less can afford to enjoy. ._.

Normally he's like Luke. Gives me a logic answer. But this time it was just a flat out, "No snow, no going."

So I got hurt and told him that I'm living my life here in the snow with him, away from the one thing I really love to. The ocean!

._______. I can't stop crying.

I'll figure something out.
Just keep praying on it and see how it works.

Alexis