Baby Crazed or just....Crazy?

So, a lot of people I know are or have had a baby in the recent year. Angelina had a baby (who I have yet to meet, sadness), Joanne is having a baby, Charity was having a baby (double triple sadness), Brenda just had her baby on April 1st, Hector's wife is having their third baby next month... Well, the list goes on and on (at least it seems so to me). So, I've been a bit surrounded by some baby frenzy.

I suppose it's really getting to me because for the past two weeks I've been having dreams about babies. Well, not babies in general, but more along the lines of having a baby. This all leads up to last night, I just didn't want to leave you in the "Why would she dream about that!" daze. So, I just wanted to share my latest, strange dream involving my aunt and babies.

I remember being happy but disappointed. And when it flashed to the next scene of my dream, I realized it was because I had a baby but Curtis was making me put it up for adoption because we weren't ready for it. (LOL! Like I'd listen to him!) I still worked at the Childrens Museum and my aunt Jen came by to this sort of group thing the place was putting on. And guess what she had! My baby. That's right, she had unknowingly adopted her own niece's baby boy. (Mind you, she didn't seem to have any kids during this dream except for my baby).

I just remember being very heart broken every time the baby cried and she would comfort it. I was so sad that someone else was raising my kid and I had to sit there and not saying anything. For some reason, I didn't tell my family and I got the feeling in my dream that they would be shocked if they found out.

LOL! How weird was that? I woke up very emotional and a little grumpy with Curtis. When I explained my dream to him, he sort of just stared at me like I was crazy and then apologized, saying he'd never make me do something like. Especially if my family adopted it! Ha, ha, ha. That would be my luck. Having to watch something I love grow up without me! Oh wait! Is that not what watching someone you love love someone is? Of course, silly crushes do not lead to much, but at the time it felt horrible. Back to my main point, I think I'll look up in a dream book or website to see what they make of this sort of dream. I'll post tomorrow! Right now, it's time for a movie with my put-my-kid-up-for-adoption-why-don't-ya boyfriend!

To all you mom's to be, watch out for my aunt!

xoxo~
Alexis

New Layout Time! And A Little Rant

So, I've monetised my blog. Hopefully that'll do SOMETHING, right? And now I am in want of a layout to call my own. I got particullary clever with livejournal layouts, journalspace layouts and also with myspace ones, however I'm thinking Blogspot layouts are going to take me sometime to catch onto. I'm also hoping to get a TABLET for the computer with the money mother is paying me to clean out the old house. I have been wanting to test one for about six years now but never really willing to invest. Which is sort of sad. However this time I have promised myself that I will not flake out! I want to create my own graphics for my layout anyhow.

Mother recently moved out of our old house which was slowly poisoning her, again, and pretty much left anything she didn't instantly need. So, my sisters and I (and somehow my boyfriend) have offered our services to just through everything out. It's mostly junk anyhow, all intoxicated with mold and just useless. We'll try to sell the couch and bed frames seeing as how brand new they semi-are. Plus, I can't stand to see such a comfortable, good looking, huge couch go to waste.

On a side note;
A friend of our's found the blog of my mom's ex's fiance. Apparently, her and the lucky bastard are getting hitch. But shhhh, it's a secret because my mom might show up and ruin it for everyone! OH noes! Why in the hell would we want to waste our time coming to some fake marriage anyway? Their whole relationship is based around lies, as we have read, and it would only be a waste of OUR time to try and stop this poor lady from making a huge mistake like my mom and his wife before mom. She honestly thinks mister liar pays child support and that we want to RAISE it? What a hoot! That guy hasn't paid child support since we were forced to get a restraining order because he would follow us around in his stupid silver car with the license plate 'BATMAN'. Obviously we could never tell it was him! What a douche. As I remember, he was only paying three hundred for child support (for like two months) and the minium PER CHILD is three hundredish. So, he still owes us for Kaydance. Oh, and they both are not even eighteen yet, so he still has some catching up to do.

Not that ANY OF US want his money after what he's put us ALL through. All of the mind games and torture. I just wish I could find this lady and tell her the truth. She needs the truth. Even if she decided to actually go through with marrying him, at least she could be warned, you know? Physical and mental abuse are hard to go through when nobody believes you.

But for now, all I will do is pray that things go different for her and for her son. They need all the prayers and blessings they can get. To you lady; Good luck, don't be fooled, and stop writing about my mom. First of all, you don't know her, you only know HIS side. Which is mostly lies. He's got TWO ex wives who say the same thing. Isn't that a sign? Second of all, you are starting to sound a little obsessed with publicly bashing my mom. Not only is that morally wrong, it's slander. What goes around, will come around on judgement day.

Peace out~
xoxo
Alexis