New Layout Time! And A Little Rant

So, I've monetised my blog. Hopefully that'll do SOMETHING, right? And now I am in want of a layout to call my own. I got particullary clever with livejournal layouts, journalspace layouts and also with myspace ones, however I'm thinking Blogspot layouts are going to take me sometime to catch onto. I'm also hoping to get a TABLET for the computer with the money mother is paying me to clean out the old house. I have been wanting to test one for about six years now but never really willing to invest. Which is sort of sad. However this time I have promised myself that I will not flake out! I want to create my own graphics for my layout anyhow.

Mother recently moved out of our old house which was slowly poisoning her, again, and pretty much left anything she didn't instantly need. So, my sisters and I (and somehow my boyfriend) have offered our services to just through everything out. It's mostly junk anyhow, all intoxicated with mold and just useless. We'll try to sell the couch and bed frames seeing as how brand new they semi-are. Plus, I can't stand to see such a comfortable, good looking, huge couch go to waste.

On a side note;
A friend of our's found the blog of my mom's ex's fiance. Apparently, her and the lucky bastard are getting hitch. But shhhh, it's a secret because my mom might show up and ruin it for everyone! OH noes! Why in the hell would we want to waste our time coming to some fake marriage anyway? Their whole relationship is based around lies, as we have read, and it would only be a waste of OUR time to try and stop this poor lady from making a huge mistake like my mom and his wife before mom. She honestly thinks mister liar pays child support and that we want to RAISE it? What a hoot! That guy hasn't paid child support since we were forced to get a restraining order because he would follow us around in his stupid silver car with the license plate 'BATMAN'. Obviously we could never tell it was him! What a douche. As I remember, he was only paying three hundred for child support (for like two months) and the minium PER CHILD is three hundredish. So, he still owes us for Kaydance. Oh, and they both are not even eighteen yet, so he still has some catching up to do.

Not that ANY OF US want his money after what he's put us ALL through. All of the mind games and torture. I just wish I could find this lady and tell her the truth. She needs the truth. Even if she decided to actually go through with marrying him, at least she could be warned, you know? Physical and mental abuse are hard to go through when nobody believes you.

But for now, all I will do is pray that things go different for her and for her son. They need all the prayers and blessings they can get. To you lady; Good luck, don't be fooled, and stop writing about my mom. First of all, you don't know her, you only know HIS side. Which is mostly lies. He's got TWO ex wives who say the same thing. Isn't that a sign? Second of all, you are starting to sound a little obsessed with publicly bashing my mom. Not only is that morally wrong, it's slander. What goes around, will come around on judgement day.

Peace out~
xoxo
Alexis

Google Fun I stole from Jacqui

RULES:Go to Google and type in your first name and the phrase. Copy and paste the first sentence/phrase you get that makes sense.

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search.
A: Alexis needs... ...to stop drawing on herself

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search.
A: Alexis looks like a little girl

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search.
A: Alexis says the Commissioner of Police should reconsider his decision refusing NDC permission to use public address systems

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search.
A: Alexis Wants To Be President

1Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search.
A: Alexis does a GT3RS Video from Bikinili Kizlar

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search.
A: Alexis hates coffee <-- so true!

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search.
A: Alexis tells them that phase one is complete and asks them if they have the clips

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search.
A: alexis goes to magnolia bakery!

Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search.
A: alexis likes shitty music <-- hey! D:

Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search.
A: Alexis eats rice cereal for the first time!

Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search.
A: Alexis wears face powder/foundation

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search.
A: Alexis was arrested for supposedly ... <-- that's seriously all it showed

Ideas for Future Blogs

So, I was terribly upset last time I blogged, however, the boy and I have worked out and agreed that we both know what we want and that is practically the opposite thing. We also agreed that we both would like to someday (definitely not the near future) move from Lake Tahoe. As much as Curtis trying convincing me how lucky we are to live in Tahoe, and that some people would die to live here, it didn't really move me. I've lived in Tahoe for practically a year and yes, it is beautiful, but it's just not the place for me right now. Maybe someday I'll come back. When I can afford a house by the lake and a boat or snow mobile, you know? So, for now we are looking into places we can both be happy with.

As for now! I am currently working on two other blog ideas. They are simple ideas, but really complex to set up so far. One is a collaboration with a friend on some story we are creating. I'm not exactly sure how that will work out. We both have different writing styles and I'm probably a little more advanced than her. No offense, though. It's suppose to be a modern fantasy, sort of. About two different worlds and four people very much the same. Doppelgangers, if that means anything to anyone.

The second one will be my own story that I've been tossing around in my head. It's inspired by a friend and his Faith. It should be interesting, to say the least. I just need mother to show me how to manage more than one blog. Ha, ha. I'm still working out ways to make it work, but, the main idea....
An average nice guy gets recruited to go on a mission for some 'mystery boss' aka God. This boy/guy/man is then tested through his Faith/Hope while trying to complete the mission. But halfway through he starts to rethink what the mission even is and doubt lurks around the corner.

So, I should have a lot of on my plate.
I'm also going to start doing some kind of youtube with a friend I made in Australia. I'm not really sure how to explain it. It's suppose to be something along the lines of us all having our own category and exploring it? I'm not really sure. She's going to come up with more information on it really soon. I chose pop culture because it's practically the only thing I'm smart about! Oh, diss on myself. Well, this just means I'll have more of an excuse to follow up on celebrity gossip and movies and music! Teh win!

Either way.
Hopefully these will somehow rake in some cash for my pocket! I'm sick of not being able to shop! Sadness.

Anyways! Leave me some back on the story ideas or something! I love to hear some ideas and what not.

Alexis

Utterly Miserable

I just want to live somewhere warm almost all year round. I've been looking for places where it snows at least in a 50 mile+ area, but it isn't good enough. Australia seems like a dream, from what I've been finding out. It's like Canada and has free health care. They get paid A LOT more out there than us, and it's warm. Plus, it does snow in some parts.

Curtis wont move somewhere only to have drive more than hour to snowboard. I understand it's the only real sport he loves, the only time he feels really happy, you know? But I'm so miserable here. I can't stand the cold. It hurts. I was discussing the situation with someone who didn't really know us both. I needed someone to listen, not someone to tell me to leave Curtis. I love Curtis.

I was telling him what you told me about living in Australia, you know, semi-serious but really just to say it and see what he thought. And he practically told me that I didn't care about him because I was taking him away from the only thing he truly loves by taking him more than hour away from snow. And when I tried to explain that I was really unhappy in winter weather he said, "So, you want to move somewhere always warm and make me miserable."

.____. I just don't see how this will work out. I don't want to break up with him but I'm so miserable in snow. I like to look at it, that's it.

Yeah, I told him everything you told me! Even that he could still work somewhere he knows really well. But he just... I don't know. He got really upset with me and so, I jokingly said, "Well, darn! Guess we should go our separate ways then!" And he yelled at me and asked why would I even say that. I told him I didn't mean, that I loved him, but I WON'T live my whole life somewhere it snows. He said he knew that. And I said, I refuse to even spend the majority of my life in snow.

And he told me that he wasn't willing to live to anywhere where it takes an hour or more to get to a resort. And I said, well, an hour isn't so bad for something you love. And then he told me that I haven't even tried anything to like the winter and I explained I hated the cold and there was nothing that would I enjoy, much less can afford to enjoy. ._.

Normally he's like Luke. Gives me a logic answer. But this time it was just a flat out, "No snow, no going."

So I got hurt and told him that I'm living my life here in the snow with him, away from the one thing I really love to. The ocean!

._______. I can't stop crying.

I'll figure something out.
Just keep praying on it and see how it works.

Alexis